11 de mayo

Feel scared of being let down again.

Don’t want to rush it.

Don’t want to fake it.

What is it that I really want? It’s becoming hard to define.

Is it money? Is it love? Is it more life? Do I just need time?

I played my cards,scored a full house.

Won the biggest prize,but somehow sit half-dead inside.

Memories are not gone,just weaker.

Who am I right now ?It’s not about what I do.

It’s about what I want.

To be healthy.

To feel free and independent.

To be strong.

To learn how to live without my mom.